Our minds are like computers.  So whatever we allow in is going to determine the results that we recognize.  If you want better results; ask better questions.  So in my last post my girlfriend suggested that I focus on healing.  So of course I had to ask myself "What has to happen specifically in order to heal?"   Because our minds are literal, if we do not ask a question that is specific, we will not get to what it is that really needs to happen.  So before I go to bed this evening I will continue to ask myself this question. When we ask a question at night, it also allows our unconscious  mind to answer the question.  I will keep you posted on my GREAT answers.  More to come

So today I had the opportunity to have numerous events that I allowed to impact me.  Weird event that could not be explained that seemed "out of this world"  So  By 8 pm I realized that I had yet to post and my girlfriend called me to check in with me. She asked how's it goin?  I said "fair to midland"  She told me that didn't compute with her.  Her idea of me is upbeat and jovial and joyous and for me to say "fair to midland" She pointed out that I had said that the last four days in a row.    I recognized that yes I had said that the last couple of days and then she told me the best thing I have heard.  I really needed to hear it also.  She told me that I may consider focusing on healing verses feeling.  I really do want to focus on that~  Not to avoid my feelings and to be aware of my HEALING.  This is the most important thing that I NEED to focus on.  I did not do a video blog today as I was not up to being on camera :)  I will resume by tomorrow.